This is the day of my life I never shared with anyone. This was a very good experience for me which changed my life completely.
My thinking was to spend money, life is just about money. I spent a lot never thinking, asking, or regreting it and even never thought of earning also. I had alot of my father's bucks to spend on, but still I was not happy with my life, it seemed something missing.
I always searched for something that was missing and one day finally, I got it. and the thing was "Satisfaction". Internal Satisfaction... Due to lack of this internal satisfaction i was unable to feel happy, unable to express my feelings, afraid of being scolded. Infact, afraid of myself . However, I got my answer and that was satisfaction.
But life do not get end up here, its a famous quote when u find answer to life's one question , life will change its question". And now the challenge in front of me was from where to get the thing named SATISFACTION. I bravely started searching for it because I wanted to ahve a change in my life, I was desparate to be happy internally , I wanted to laugh actually.. Well I said to everyone even to myself that I m satisfied but i was not actually. It was just verbal not practical..
Always I used to blame God for the making my life problem ful, unhappy and unsatisfied. While others are happy, satisfied & enjoying their lives.But I got satisfaction & my life became more meaningful and enjoyable. This happened that, my mom used to feed children of our street once in a month. They were all from good families.
Once I remember it was the day to feed children and my mom doesnt wanted to miss that and i was very sick. While she was cooking our family Doctor come for my checkup and during the conversation he asked her why she is doing so? Mom answered to do a good deed and get blessings.
Dr. Said if its for blessings sake then it should be worth feeding the people who are really in need of it. my mom said we dont know anyone who is really in need. So Dr. said he knows one family, and asked my mom to pack the food and asked me to get ready to deliver it. I was not able to but he insisted me and took me out.
And here is the start of change in my life, I saw 10 people living in a very small, withered, improper hut. their hut's roof was not proper enough to save them from climatic conditions. Their clothes were torn and not enough to cover their complete body.
When I went inside, I saw no bed to sleep even. but their hut was so well organised and well arranged that my room cant be. Then i slowly annouced to them that i had food for them they were so happy. the day was like Eid for them and i ws like an angel. They brought some utensils to get the food that too were broken and not clean also. But anyways i didnt care about all that and gave them the food and went.
When I was moving I heard one of them said Thank God. and these words changed my life.
After coming to my home i started thinking over their life. I wanted to sleep but i couldnt forget their faces.I started comparing myself to them. Then i thought even in these troubles and life's hardness they do not forget to praise and thank God then How can I forget him after having all sorts of comforts?? the answer to this question was that they were satisfied with what God gives to them? They had firm believe in God's Powers and Miracles. and I did not. That was the reason I was not satisfied.
I learnt a lesson from them and from that day I made God my friend infact Best Friend and after that i had no regrets with life. I accept whatever are the conditions and whatever he gives to me.I have noe firm belief in his powers. I always shares my joys with him and i find them getting doubled and whenever i shared with him my sorrows i found them disappearing from my life.
Now I know He is always Right.
And my life is changed and am enjoying it.
because i found satisfaction.
So,to find satisfaction see the people below, very below your position. and you will be satisfied.
My thinking was to spend money, life is just about money. I spent a lot never thinking, asking, or regreting it and even never thought of earning also. I had alot of my father's bucks to spend on, but still I was not happy with my life, it seemed something missing.
I always searched for something that was missing and one day finally, I got it. and the thing was "Satisfaction". Internal Satisfaction... Due to lack of this internal satisfaction i was unable to feel happy, unable to express my feelings, afraid of being scolded. Infact, afraid of myself . However, I got my answer and that was satisfaction.
But life do not get end up here, its a famous quote when u find answer to life's one question , life will change its question". And now the challenge in front of me was from where to get the thing named SATISFACTION. I bravely started searching for it because I wanted to ahve a change in my life, I was desparate to be happy internally , I wanted to laugh actually.. Well I said to everyone even to myself that I m satisfied but i was not actually. It was just verbal not practical..
Always I used to blame God for the making my life problem ful, unhappy and unsatisfied. While others are happy, satisfied & enjoying their lives.But I got satisfaction & my life became more meaningful and enjoyable. This happened that, my mom used to feed children of our street once in a month. They were all from good families.
Once I remember it was the day to feed children and my mom doesnt wanted to miss that and i was very sick. While she was cooking our family Doctor come for my checkup and during the conversation he asked her why she is doing so? Mom answered to do a good deed and get blessings.
Dr. Said if its for blessings sake then it should be worth feeding the people who are really in need of it. my mom said we dont know anyone who is really in need. So Dr. said he knows one family, and asked my mom to pack the food and asked me to get ready to deliver it. I was not able to but he insisted me and took me out.
And here is the start of change in my life, I saw 10 people living in a very small, withered, improper hut. their hut's roof was not proper enough to save them from climatic conditions. Their clothes were torn and not enough to cover their complete body.
When I went inside, I saw no bed to sleep even. but their hut was so well organised and well arranged that my room cant be. Then i slowly annouced to them that i had food for them they were so happy. the day was like Eid for them and i ws like an angel. They brought some utensils to get the food that too were broken and not clean also. But anyways i didnt care about all that and gave them the food and went.
When I was moving I heard one of them said Thank God. and these words changed my life.
After coming to my home i started thinking over their life. I wanted to sleep but i couldnt forget their faces.I started comparing myself to them. Then i thought even in these troubles and life's hardness they do not forget to praise and thank God then How can I forget him after having all sorts of comforts?? the answer to this question was that they were satisfied with what God gives to them? They had firm believe in God's Powers and Miracles. and I did not. That was the reason I was not satisfied.
I learnt a lesson from them and from that day I made God my friend infact Best Friend and after that i had no regrets with life. I accept whatever are the conditions and whatever he gives to me.I have noe firm belief in his powers. I always shares my joys with him and i find them getting doubled and whenever i shared with him my sorrows i found them disappearing from my life.
Now I know He is always Right.
And my life is changed and am enjoying it.
because i found satisfaction.
So,to find satisfaction see the people below, very below your position. and you will be satisfied.
